A Billion Ideas and if only a partner.

I don't know about anyone else, but I am constantly finding myself come up with a million ideas and all I need is that partner, that other half. You know, the one that brings to the table everything you don't. 

It can be your bestie, your partner. But I don't have one of those anymore. The sad truth is I have actually had several but i have managed to ruin all of them. At first I blamed everyone else, for years actually. But then I got older and realized it was me. I pushed them away or did them wrong before they could do it to me.  A hard reality to come to. But a very very true one. When I was younger I always said "No Regrets", lived by it. Its funny how the older we get the less control we have over that.

I miss my Bff''s..... But I also realize sometimes there is just no going back.