Im just a girl lost in this world. I need a place to express every thought. I've been diagnosed with a few Chonic Illnesses's I'm tired and refuse to tell my friends and family the truth of my struggle. When I lost the feeling in my hands and the pain in my arms started. I started working with wood. I've placed myself to a 2 yr time frame. I don't know what that end looks like. But I know I don't want to live in pain the rest of my life either. I should be my choice. And I shouldn't be ashamed
A BBQ, something so simple. You decided after a year it's nice you you want to drink. You take your meds early, do everything you think you are supposed to do. And them you have one drink, get sick. The sweats. Can't tell if you need your meds or you took them to close and that's that made you sick. Either way the fun BBQ was ended was you throwing up and having to leave. I just want to cry. Why I can't just be normal. :(
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