How do you make someone give a shit?
In general? In life? This blog is a pain in this ass. I thought ok perfect. A place to get out all of my feelings. No one knows me, maybe just maybe somebody will read it and comment and I can gain some perspective. Something I need to learn that only some random person on this interweb can teach me. Or I can find a direction, or a purpose for this blog. Maybe to make money although unlikely not unheard of. I cant be the only one in the world who feels so alone with this illness and spending 24 hours a day with my own brain that an intelligent person couldn't possibly stumble upon this and say huh.... maybe we can make a deal. Let's make something happen in this life rather than nothing. Put our brains together and make money, or hell not even money help humanity something. Just not be useless. That's it. That's all I want.